10/28/2008

Today I've just found out I have cancer. I felt very concerned about this. A lot of my family members have had many different types of cancers. The thing that I hoped for the most was to see my kids graduate high school and to make the most out of life before I die. Considering with most of my family members having cancer I myself was predicting that i may too have cancer in my future ahead. After I got home from the doctor's office, I was doing a lot of thinking. Some things I was thinking about were,"What am I going to do now? My doctor told me my cancer was genetic but I thought I kept myself healthy enough to not get cancer." The 1st night after finding out about this was very stressful.